One Thing I forgot to mention yesterday is how hilarious it was to cross the border in to Switzerland. There was no gate or security check, no passport needed. Just an old man on a chair waiving me through this three stall parking lot.
Since I did not have much to do today I think I will do more of a personal blog. Switzerland is my relaxation and Laundry time, like a vacation within a vacation, I went for a walk today, it was really beautiful.
Six weeks seems like a monumental amount of time to be gone. Don’t misinterpret the statement, there is heaps of things to see here in Europe, I would go so far to say that even a lifetime of discovery would not be long enough in order to properly uncover all of the treasures, mysteries and culture that is Europe. I think that being alone and away for six weeks is something only certain people are built for. I knew this going in, I also was keenly aware that I have never been a person who enjoys or chooses to be alone. I knew that it was inside me to be by myself and I really wanted to discover that part of my personality for a number of reasons.
For only being just over a third into the trip I find my self already highly reflective on the experience. It is undoubtedly because of the amount of time that is available to me to ponder things. Whether it is time driving, trying to sleep, or waiting in line for a Museum or to take the Metro. I feel like going a month without a job somewhat prepared me for this. There was much alone time doing next to nothing. This led me to believe that a journey away for this length of time would be easy. As much of a trip of a lifetime this is and I am thoroughly enjoying it I find it far from easy.
I’m not necessarily home sick, I don’t miss any one thing or person. I have come to a realization over this past year and the trips that I have taken. When I am gone for so long I really miss significant human contact and meaningful relationship. Its not that this is some new discovery because I have always known that relationships are one of my strengths in life, I just never thought that the lack of significant ones would leave me with such a weird feeling.
I am reminded of a movie; “Up In The Air”, with George Clooney, and how he defines the relationships he has in his life of travel for work. He calls them portioned sized like airplane food and just right for him. He goes through this whole “motivational speech” about how your life is a backpack and how relationships take up so much room there is generally nowhere left to put anything else. I am exactly the opposite of this; relationships were the one thing I wish I could actually carry in my bag with me. These portioned sized quick fix relationships are not for me, I long for something deeper. What can learn from this? Not much I haven’t already, I love and cherish all my relationships and I will go home and continue to do the same.
Not to be so overly dramatic but I think What Clooney describes in the movie is a warped representation of what hell may be like. Surrounded by people yet eternally alone. This reminds me of the one relationship I cherish most, my personal relationship with Jesus Christ. I know I am never alone and will never be alone. I don’t know who all reads this blog, but maybe someone out in the World Wide Web stumbled upon this lowly travel bio needs to hear this and realize that
you never have to be alone.
Of all the churches and cathedrals I have been in so far not one of them has disappointed, they are beyond spectacular. Yet,
They are just buildings, they are monuments to a corrupt society piously reminding the generation of today what religion has cost people in the past. They are just buildings,
people are the church,
don’t loose hope in people. Don’t seek a church, don’t look to Christians
seek Christ and you will find that Christianity isn’t some phony religion that gathers in over priced buildings it is a
truly great relationship that you will never regret making. Forget what’s happened in the past. Today is a new day.
Theme Song – “Via Dolorosa” By Leeland
*GO LISTEN TO THIS ONE*
Take a moment; Chew on that, Digest it, and
Go Live Your Life!
If you feel like you know someone who needs to hear this pass it along.
Don’t be
ashamed shy.
Love.